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Illustration of one’s solitude (source of Gabar: Bulirid)

Mattress is not a place to go home
On this mattress, a thin cottage mattress
I lay weak, holding back pain
There is no mother’s hand that gives a smear of eucalyptus oil
There is no entertaining father’s voice despite a small joke

Here, all will live alone
I looked for warm water, I took the medicine myself
Then my forehead is slow
As if this hand can replace the prayer that is at home

The night becomes increasingly
And I understand
Pain in the second house is not just a weak body
But the heart that is increasingly miss the warmth of the house


I’m okay though myself
At that time I had thought that independently would always be strong
In fact, when the sick came to say hello
Mandiri is the lonely choice

No one jokes with me
Nobody forced to eat even though he was not appetite
All I live alone, alone

Among the cold cottage walls
There are always students who continue to learn to recite the Koran
Accompany me when it’s quiet.

I learned to recover with prayer
Learn strong with tears
Learn sincerely

that the house is not always there
But the prayers of the father and mother always arrived
Although the distance separates us


Miss fever
My body is hot, but my longing for the temperature is higher
I want to go home
Although just kissing a pillow whose fragrance is not much
Or tasting a typical key vegetable made by my beloved mother

However, the cottage gave me a lesson
that pain is part of a struggle
that the sweat that fell between the pain
will be a witness in front of the Divine

I cried, holding back the longing longing
Missing a house with all happiness

I closed my eyes
holding prayers while holding back tightness
“Oh my God, take care of my parents at home
Let me be here strong to hold back longing that is not directed. “



Writer: Wan Nurlaila Putri
Editor: Rara Zaryry

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